yep pretty much im feeling right now as i type this
lately the past 3 weeks i been slight happier but when things go good for leo shit follows him the last 2 weeks have been pretty bad my best friend the one person i trusted betrayed my trust now he acts like an asshole talking to me like some retard i have a deep emptyness inside of me right now and its tearing me up we been friends for two years now and suddenly one day he betrays me i don't think i can trust anyone *except kaoxita and my sister Riku*

also i leave you with this question:

"why do people change? how come you know someone who was nice and fun to talk to one day he becomes your enemy, why is that"

i really need some friendly advice right about now cause when im typing this i feel the urge of crying